So, I revealed something to my ex-boyfriend that make him reconsider his decision to dump me, but I made it clear we were not getting back together. He posted this response as a journal:
Cold feet,...More likely a shallow man.
I can't help but think poorly of myself of late. I scared the perfect girl away, she was everything I wanted and more. She was/is cute, funny, and peaceful to be around, she the easy going kind of gal. It didn't take much to make her happy. But in the end I let something of little importance stand in my way. It was nothing really. It was in my head and I have been struggling with it for many years. So I started to subconscious and ruin our relationship. My stupid puny mind and my imperfections got in the way. I will away regret not being a real man, rather than shallow man, but most of all I will always miss the girl with soft skin and luscious lips. The girl I never kissed.
I am not brave enough to actually send him my response. Perhaps I don't want to hurt him, even though I really feel like it. So I am posting my reply here, where nobody will ever see it but me:
Yes, you scared me. But you didn't scare me away. You told me you were unwilling to continue our relationship because you were afraid to commit to someone so ugly, despite the fact that your patriarchal blessing led you to me, and that you were the one who initiated the relationship knowing full well what I looked like. There's a big difference.
But don't worry about it. I'm sure that there's someone else out there for you who, like me, is intelligent, very hard working, good with kids, makes you laugh, and is willing to deal with all of your issues, but is at the same time skinny as a rail, drop-dead gorgeous, emotionally secure, and (miraculously) still single. Happy hunting.
Oh- but if you ever do happen to find Miss Perfect, be warned - she will accept nothing less than perfection herself.
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